For a few weeks I have had this feeling like I am forgetting something important and that I need to find something important that I have lost. There are so many things that are vying for my attention I am sure both are true but what they are...I don't know.
I think it has something to do with all the user-names, passwords and numbers I have to keep track of. The bills online and those that come in the mail. Just yesterday as I went through the bills i realized that one of them was late. I don't usually do that but have been doing that more often. I am unsettled at the fragments that are supposed to make sense but are still fragments at the end my day. I am supposed to drink more water but I always forget. I am supposed to take my Vitamin D but I always forget. More often then not I go to school without thinking about what I am going to eat for lunch. At the end of the day I am dehydrated, hungry and deficient in Vitamin D.
I am constantly distracted from the project at hand. That lack of focus and concentration that makes for completing something and finishing well. This is different for me and I don't know where it is coming from.
Just like this post...a bit fragmented in its content. It is Sunday though...maybe I can find it, remember it and do it..
2 comments:
Thinkin' you might want to use your iTouch "Notes" to list some of the things you are holding in memory - or paper lists work too. I find it frees my mind for more important and recent things that I am responsible for. Just sayin'.... lew
I will try and figure it out..good ole paper and pencil works well too..
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